I need coke & brownies.
There’s this thing about my 20th birthday on August that sort of creeps me out. Hello, I’ll be 20? What does actually happen when your 20? I’ve seen people freak out about age before & I never thought about it seriously. Now I understand.
My friends might be joking about me turning 20 because I’m a year older than my peers, while actually I think that’s not funny anymore. Alright, lets be positive… Maybe instead of hoping or depending happiness on others, I should give happiness to others. Depend on myself. Maybe I’ll arrange some charity thingy on my birthday. After all, the older I be, I just want to be someone better, someone worth it; make my parents happy & give good to people around me.
I just want to be happy on my birthday, I hope that request isn’t too hard.
Hello, can I deliver coke & brownies to my room? Thanks.
1 week ago on May 28, 2012 at 05:44pm
Holiday Plans
- Me: Tomorrows my last exam, then it'll be a long holiday.
- Me: So.. What am I going to do besides painting, working for Nyi Iteung, having exotic vacays, joining my mother's yoga class, going to the gym, riding bicycle, cooking new recipes, try to write short stories, work on translating projects, spend time with my beloved ones, and volunteer for something positive?
- Me: Probably I'll watch some DVDs.
- Me: Or play The Sims all day long.
- Me: I'd probably be watching DVDs from morning then play The Sims in the afternoon till drop.
- Me: And I'll eat too much. Adding more calories than the calories I burn at the gym or yoga class or bike.
- Me: And I'll hibernate.
- Me: That's exactly the plan.
- Me: Sweet heaven... Holiday, here I come!
1 week ago on May 27, 2012 at 01:20pm
Braids are ancient art, it has been an all time classic hair style, and now they are in our new headpiece collection ready to give our ladies a graceful yet playful look.
Don’t you want those beautiful thingy on your head?
Special thanks to: Cinthya Azra (model).
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Adele Inspired Make Up Tutorial by Lizzie Parra
I was trying to get this look on my Nyi Iteung new team photoshoot!!! *fail*
Why didn’t I found this tutorial before?
Well, why didn’t I look for it? ………
Oh well. Next time perhaps? :’)
1 week ago on May 26, 2012 at 10:08pm
Little Things That Makes Me Happy
I don’t know whats wrong with me but I’ve been feeling terrible lately. Sometimes, I feel like this, like I’m down down down under the sea. There’s just no spirit in me and this has been going on and on for the whole semester. I feel bored, I don’t know, there’s just not much passion in me lately. Maybe I’ve been thinking too much, maybe I’ve been holding things by my own too much, maybe I haven’t treated myself right, maybe I’m just spoiling my laziness, maybe-maybe-maybe hhm I don’t know. Maybe I just haven’t been that grateful. However, there are still many people who are suffering real bad things, people who couldn’t even get their basic needs, people who aren’t even secure. While me? I’m feeling insecure all the time and its just going on in my head. I hate this… My insecurity problems have grew bigger problems in my life. I need to help myself get over this. I need to love myself more, treat myself right, change my mindset, and make myself happier. I can do this.
So I’ll be starting to write down a list of little things that actually makes me happy from since I wake up in the morning.
1. I’m when I wake up before the sun rises & I feel I’m not too late to do things.
2. I’m happy when I drink liquid chlorophyll after I wake up.
3. I’m happy when I prayed well.
4. I’m happy when I have a nice clean shower, treat my hear with my favorite shampoo; conditioner; and rinse out, scrub my skin using a good soap that smells fresh, & feeling new after it.
5. I’m happy when I have a nice breakfast & I drink my vitamins before I start my day.
6. I’m happy when I find the perfect outfit for my day, not something stylish all the time but something I feel would look be perfect to wear on that day.
7. I’m happy when I hair is soft & smooth.
8. I’m happy when I learn something new, interesting, or exciting.
9. I’m happy when I get good grades.
10. I’m happy when people are nice to me.
11. I’m happy when people appreciate me.
12. I’m happy when I spend time with interesting people.
13. I’m happy when I spend time with people I love.
14. I’m happy when I feel loved.
15. I’m happy when I ate or drink delicious food or drinks.
16. I’m happy when I’m home and my mother cooks for me.
17. I’m happy when I ate properly with veggies, carbs, and protein.
18. I’m happy when the weather is good.
19. I’m happy when I hear good news.
20. I’m happy when I feel productive.
21. I’m happy when I treat my parents right.
22. I’m happy when I treat the people I love right.
23. I’m happy when I treat other people right.
24. I’m happy when I feel capable, worth it, confidence, and I am better than others.
25. I’m happy when I reached a goal.
26. I’m happy when people listen to me.
27. I’m happy when I do art.
28. I’m happy when I meet creative people and I could share thoughts with them.
29. I’m happy when I can save my money.
30. I’m happy when I take a wonderful shower after a long day
31. I’m happy when I read a good book or watch a good movie.
32. I’m happy when I found interesting or good pictures of me.
32. I’m happy when I brush my teeth with a soft tooth brush.
33. I’m happy when my hair, skin, and body is healthy.
34. I’m happy when I could laugh a lot.
35. I’m happy when I see the people I love are happy.
36. I’m happy when the guy I like puts attention on me.
37. I’m happy when I can share and be useful for other people.
38. I’m happy when I found interesting things that inspires on the internet.
39. I’m happy when I put a mixture of olive oil and chocolate body lotion on my skin before I sleep and wake up the next day feeling amazingly velvet.
40. I’m happy when I had a whole day SPA.
41. I’m happy when I can have a good sister brother time with my little brother.
42. I’m happy when my room or place is tidy.
43. I’m happy when I feel efficient.
… and the list is to be continued.
I’m just going to keep on writing this list whenever I feel down or terrible. Now I’ll just have a good me time :)
1 week ago on May 26, 2012 at 04:10pm
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At Smansa Day 2012, our first Smansa Day & event as a new team.
1 week ago on May 23, 2012 at 09:21am
